Wednesday, August 03, 2005


I really have loads of matters to write right now, even too much to just stay on my fingertips.... But it also too much that it weighs my heart, I just stare at the blank screen. You my dear blog, are just like a kid, a plain white page without a scratch, patiently waiting for me to fill you in. Once I splash the ink, nothing can wipe it, no paint will conceal it. It stays forever, even if I try to rub the stain.

And though I believe you as much to understand my heart, you, just like a kid, will candidly say it to the whole world. Say it naively to a world of bias and bigotry. Sometimes a world that loves cute fictions rather than reality. Sometimes a world that makes you an enemy. And that is why, my dear blog, I wish I were anonymous sometimes…. Where you can be my space to vomit as well as to splash a rejoice poetry.

4 drops:

durin said...

kayaknya, seanonimus apa pun kita di dunia cyber, gak akan pernah bener-bener anonim. Friends and hardware diaries are still the way out.
(masih libur ngeblog)

timothyandreas28 said...

As I have often wondered myself. But I decided that my blog is not going to be YET another facade of my life, another mask; I exposed myself, stark naked, and I've even found friends who found me through my blog.
Have faith! Your blog already made a splash in my life, and even if it's not always a splash of fresh water, even if sometimes it sloshes mud, I still enjoy it. ^__^

Unknown said...

Durin, you're right. This is when you know who your true friends are. Thanks for 'the way out'.

Rlynn, maybe I'm not brave enough right now to do that... wish I would be more 'cuek' sometimes... :) Thanks for support!

neenoy said...

yup, sama... kadang pengen anonim. malah gw pernah loh bikin blog anonim. tapi terlalu males buat ngapdetnya.... hehehe :)